Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Jinx Wintr - Character Growth







         Jinx Wintr is perhaps one of the characters I love writing the most. I love all of my characters. Their quirks, fears, and egos. Everything about them is carefully constructed and thought about. Dreamed about in some cases. But Jinx is the character I am most proud of and protective of.
         She is abrasive, loud, and overly protective. She is a bit of a busybody and incapable of completely trusting in something as grand as love. When the reader first meets her, she is a young woman at the top of her professional career. Her life beginnings and ends with her friends and work. She hides behind this tough exterior to protect herself and to forget past hurts.
         Jinx is on a mission to talk one of her friends out of a shotgun wedding. A huge proponent of unencumbered living. She has a hard time accepting that Nicole is marrying a man she has only known for a grand total of six months. Once Jinx accepts Nicole is not in need of rescuing she is suddenly confronted with a past she thought was dead and buried.
         Dominic Lowell is the love of Jinx’s life, and the physical representation of all that she lost when her father died. Their connection terrifies her and attracts her at the same time. Dominic does not push her past the breaking point, but he does not let her run and hide.
         She is a character motivated by loss and a fear of hurt. Every choice she makes is in order to avoid the eventuality of pain. Dominic is a choice that could give her limitless happiness, but Jinx is also aware that there is a distinct possibility she could lose her sense of self in their relationship. Throughout Wintr’s Homecoming the reader goes along on this adventure where the Heroine is not built for battle, but is willing to risk everything for the man who wormed his way into her heart.

Here is an exclusive of Wintr’s Homecoming –Excerpt from Chapter 5

         Dominic chuckled as he reached across the table to tap Jinx’s nose like he used to when she was younger. “When Nicole talked about her friend Jinx with the amazing brown skin, stubborn streak, and fiery temper. We should have known there was only one you.”
         Jinx rolled her eyes and downed one more shot. She was stubborn. And she did have a temper. But she was also aware no one else could talk to Nicole for her. She placed her hand on the tabletop and stood up.  The sudden movement caused the three shots to rush straight to her head. Her knees weakened.
         Jinx frowned as she hurriedly gripped the table’s edge to keep from swaying to the ground. The room started to spin at an axis and her thoughts took on a unfamiliar fuzz.
          “What the hell did I drink,” Jinx asked as she touched her cheeks surprised at how numb they felt.
         Dominic shrugged and Julian patted Jinx’s hand. “It’s like a kick in the teeth the first time, but you get used to it.”
         “I don’t get this drunk this fast.”
         Julian laughed as he held up the bottle. “Abigail has been experimenting with moonshine in her spare time.”
         Jinx grimaced. Abigail was Dominic’s younger sister and had been hell on wheels twelve years ago.  Apparently that, like everything else, had not changed.  Already the alcohol was making her feel a little lightheaded and giggly. 
         The room seemed brighter, and her anger faded a little as the liquor warmed her. She was a happy drunk person.  Alcohol made her all warm, happy, and fuzzy.
Dominic frowned and stepped in front of her. “Are you okay?”
         Jinx smiled as she placed a hand on Dominic cheek and rubbed. The stubble of his five o’clock shadow scrapped against her skin. His features really had not changed at all since the last time she had seen him. 
         There were benefits to being a part of the supernatural biosphere. Looking forever young was definitely a perk.  Dominic had the most piercing green eyes, bronzed skin, and the perfect shaped head for a crew cut. 
         “I had the biggest crush on you when I was younger.”
         Dominic shared a look with his cousin. “We should have kept it to one drink.”
         Jinx bit her lip then grinned.  “I. I missed you guys a lot, but I also hated you a little.”
         “Definitely should have kept it to one drink,” Dominic said as Jinx wrapped her arms around his neck and breathed deep.
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         Julian chuckled as Jinx released Dominic and pulled him into a hug. Nicole must have decided she had given them enough alone time because she stormed into the kitchen. Jinx smiled and lifted her hands into the air and rushed into Nicole’s stunned arms.
         “Hello Beautiful.”
         Nicole stared at Dominic and Julian accusingly as Jinx squeezed her tight. “You got her drunk.”
        End of Excerpt.
In some ways Jinx is a hurt little girl who has to find her way back home. She spent so long denying a part of herself, that her homecoming is not to a physical place. Her homecoming is her acceptance of every part of herself.


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Friday, January 13, 2017

Ride Or Die Loyalty?


       What is it and why does it sometimes seem like it is applied differently between the genders. I happen to be the type of girl who just likes to hang out with people. To talk and listen to the opinions and the beliefs of others. Especially men. It is interesting to hear the differences in the way we think and how certain words seem to take on a different meaning among the sexes. The most glaring example is loyalty. Especially in its application to monogamy.

       The other day I was sitting in the library of my school with a few friends and we were having a candid conversation about cheating. The men were up in arms talking about how women who cheat are not for them. They insisted that when men cheat and women cheat it is on two different levels. Because our vagina’s are directly tied to our hearts. The fact that we take a man into our beds mean more then just a good lay. Men consistently insist that their penises and their hearts are not even on the same hemisphere most days. They offer up the justification/excuse that while they can stick themselves into whatever opening available, they only hand their heart out to their “main”.

       Main. Main? Your main woman. The one who cooks for you. Dresses like your personal model, holds your hand, listens to your dreams, and encourages you to set and achieve your goals. She holds you down. She is also expected to be loyal to your relationship. Which to some men means that infidelity should not be a deal breaker. It’s a violation to your shared relationship and their “Ride or Die” status is revoked.

       But what about the reverse? Why doesn’t a man’s status as their woman’s “Ride or Die” get buried? Women enjoy sex as much as men. They just tend to be more discriminating with whom they let into that space. Why? Because that is how we are socialized to be. Times are changing and women are starting to become independent. Becoming the wife is not the brass ring any more. 

       But the expectation of monogamy is not and should not be difficult. It is my perspective that loyalty is a two way street. Your heart should be with me, but your brain should have enough control over your body to keep the rest of you in check. Otherwise find someone willing to be that type of woman for you. Someone willing to stand by your side with a bright smile, while you sleep with anything and everything that moves. Open relationships work for some people.

       I am one of five. I have had to share a lot in my life. I do not mind it usually. But once we get to the point where we are public and I am inviting you to meet my people I need to be the only person laying claim on those bits of you. Loyalty begets loyalty. Otherwise, bye.

Jen A. Durand
Author of The Secrets, Lies, and Betrayal Series and The Virgins Club, www.Durandpublishing.net


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Wednesday, January 11, 2017

Pricilla Grey - The Fixer

         Pricilla is exactly as her title implies. She is a fixer. She loves to fix things and cannot help herself when it comes to meddling. She does not keep her opinions to herself. I love that about her character. She is not cowed by her fears.

          I have said it before and I will say it again. I love strong women and the female characters I write are reflective of this. They have their weaknesses and fears, but they drive foreword to achieve their goals.
        Max is a single father with a precocious daughter. They are both new to Blue Grove and need a push to explore their new surroundings. Pricilla makes it her mission to get them both out there and show them Blue Grove is not the place people come to hide, but the place they come to discover what is missing in their lives.
        Falling in love with Max was not apart of the plan, but she welcomed the idea of taking a bigger role in that already formed family. She just needs to figure out a way to not scare Max off with her virgin status. A goal that becomes a whole lot harder when his ex-wife comes back in the picture.

Here is an Excerpt from Chapter 10 of the Fixer:
        “I really like you,” Prissy announced slowly.
        “Max smiled and scooted forward, “I like you to.”
        “And obviously I find you attractive.”
        “Obviously,” Max teased.
        Prissy smiled. “But I need to tell you something important. And if what I say is a deal breaker then I will not hold it against you.”
       The humor on Max’s face faded as he heard the seriousness in her voice. Prissy could not help the slight stab of fear that stuck her chest. She was used to men reacting with stunned disbelief after she told them she was a virgin. Then the slow rejection where they pulled away from her without breaking up with her immediately.”
        “I am a virgin,” Prissy said in a rush.
        Max’s jaw dropped. “Wow.”
      Men typically acted as if she had just told them she had some type of incurable disease. As if she was mentally damaged or hiding some type of physical deformity. Prissy watched him expectantly. Max had not given her the impression that he would run once the news hit him but she had been wrong before.
        Prissy licked her lips again as she crossed her legs. Her arms tensed as she waited for him to respond further. It would hurt if he ended it but Prissy meant it when she said she would not hold it against him.
*End of Excerpt*

Jen A. Durand
Author of The Secrets, Lies, and Betrayal Series and The Virgins Club, www.Durandpublishing.net

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Monday, January 9, 2017

A Moment


There is a Moment
 at night
When everything is silent
When your breath seems to freeze in your chest

During that moment 
all your worries become realized
All your fears come to the surface

You are reminded of your gifts
The things you have accomplished
And the people by your side.

In that moment
When everything is silent
And your breaths lay frozen
Hope overcomes the fear 
and you wake up to a new day.


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Saturday, January 7, 2017

Lilia Carriere – The Planner


           Lilia is looking for a way off of the spinster list. She is tired of the pity glances from her family members. And her mother’s matchmaking fails. She is determined to make the upcoming year, the year of her being able to attend a family function without dreading the ever-present question, “Are you dating someone yet?” When her friend Pricilla offered to set her up, she jumped on the chance to end her dry streak.
           Lilia is your typical type A over achiever with a drive to always be on the top of her game. The reader gets insight into her life, her thought process, and her fears. Her exterior is this hard, ball busting, independent woman. Her love life has been lacking for a while and Cain is this unexpected thing that fell into her lap. They build a relationship around trying to help each other out of their respective troubles. He is not the guy she goes for and she is not the type of woman he would entertain entering into a relationship.
           To start with she is a Virgin. Something Cain had no encountered since high school and she seemed pretty determined to stay that way until marriage. Lilia has her reasons for abstinence. She wanted to share something real with her significant other without becoming a part of a bunch of guys sex rolodex. Remember rolodexes?
Anyway here is an excerpt from Chapter 5 of the Planner:
       “Lilia could hear the relief in her mother’s voice, “Wonderful Lilia. I have been so worried. I told your father you work too much. You spend to much time in the office and not enough time caring for yourself.”
         “Mom,” Lilia said warningly as she looked down at her fingernails.
         Prissy had called Salem. He had made some excuse about a sick dog. Lilia did not care truthfully. Who does not even text their date? It was rude.
        “I know you have goals but the last thing you want is to become sad lonely Auntie Lilia with no children and lipstick on her teeth like your father’s older sister Rosa.”
        Lilia grimaced as she reflexively ran her tongue over her teeth. She was far from the age of spinsterhood. While Lilia was concerned about not reaching her personal goals she had a lot going for her. She was attractive. On the short side but had curves and slightly wicked since of humor men could appreciate.
          “Then I guess it is a good thing this dinner went well.”
          Lilia’s mother gasped suddenly. “Why don’t you bring him home.”
          Lilia’s eyes widened, “I’m sorry what?”
          “Bring him home.”
          “Mom.”
          “Let me and your father have a look at him. We tell you if he is a waste of time.”
          “We have not even gone on a second date.”
          “You said the two of you would meet today. That is your second date. Bring him home for the third date.”
          “That is not a real third date. But that is someone’s real nightmare.”
          “Lilia.”
          “I cannot throw the man into the psychiatric ward that is our family so soon after meeting him. Especially not at Christmas time.”
          “Lilia.”
                “Mom., I really think this is a bad idea.”
          “Bring him home Lilia,” her mother stated with a hard edge before hanging up the phone.
          “Mom.”
                “Mom.”
                “Mom!”
                “Mom!”
                “Mom. Don’t do this to me. Mom,” Lilia exclaimed before letting the phone drop.”
*End of Excerpt*

Jen A. Durand
Author of The Secrets, Lies, and Betrayal Series and The Virgins Club, www.Durandpublishing.net

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